How should i deal with this?
a coworker and i were emailing each other and he said let's make luv and i said i wasn't sure.
later on in the day, he told me he wanted to touch me and me touch him. i then changed my mind and told him i wanted us to touch.
his shift was over, we met at the top floor of the library which is where we work and we tried find a spot, but he had bad breath and looked unclean. he could tell i wasn't sure and told me we shouldn't do it since i wasn't sure and that i wasn't into it. he just seemed really cool about it when i asked him if he was upset and he seemed laid back. he could tell i was nervous and confused and he kinda hugged me.
next day i emailed him from home saying that I want him and me to still do it, but then he said he couldn't do it since he was horny and that i should do it with some1 i luv since he has a gf he said he was sorry and that he hoped i didn't feel used.
he using me? how should i move past this? is he into casual s**? i feel hurT
