at 27 having prostate issues and having lower back pain severe panic attacks .so bad that i cant swallow my food. Feeling like God is going to crush any atttempt i make to better myself because it MIGHT not be in his will!. I feel like dying,this time like NEVER before.
night i had nightmares so bad that in my subconscious i started to pray i was so scared i got chills.
night i realized i have a minor case of gingivitis, so NOW i have to find out what i need to do to have that taken care of.
cant see or understand my situation when they have their family and loving friends.i thought ppl at church were different then the ones in this world.
NOT.