things dont feel the same like they use too?
Time goes faster.
agitated. Tight chest and shoulders.
enjoy things the same.
sleep as well.
breath or only shallow breaths. Somtimes if i cry and think of the past i feel better and the body tension starts too fade away and i feel at peace but the tension only comes back.
random thoughts of past and present or paranoid thoughts of what could happen.
food or the air or objects aint the same.
im happy its more of a excited nervous happy rather than a relaxed peaceful fulfilled happiness.
hard too explain things just are not the same as they once were.
only reason i knew things were this bad is because i took drugs which made me feel like a child, tension free and felt lighter, i actually felt like a child again and but after a day the tension and old thought patterns came back.
days you wake up and you feel free completely and then within seconds that niggle or that feeling comes over me again.
else have thi Went too the doctor and he said just do breathing exercises, maybe i have depression? I looked online at drugs but there expensive compared too public funded drugs from the doctors.
know any online drug websites that are reliable?








